Out of My Mind, Back in 5...

The it's about time I updated this thing post

Mon, 04 May 2009 01:08:15 GMT

Triple shifts SUCK. That is all.....

Well I'm trying to get enough money together for the down payment on a 2005 Pontaic Sunfire SL. I would rather get the 2009 Solstace thats sitting in the showroom.... Yea I wish.... not at that price. Getting just slightly above minimum wage sucks.

.........It's official. I'm crazy.... I'm actually going to paint the car like G1 Jazz.....

For Cazcatharsis

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 21:25:43 GMT

Nekkid Holo!Jazz for Caz.

I fail at shading....

Because I was bored.

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 19:57:02 GMT

When I get bored... need I say more?

Moving FUCKING SUCKS!! Epic rant ahead, bad language.

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 21:42:39 GMT

Moving sucks. No let me rephrase that.
Moving is a motherfucking son of a bitch! I went out to check on my new place, to get things finished up so I can move in... And the fucking power was out, therefor so was the fucking heat, all the God damn fucking pipes froze, cracked and had to be replaced. The heat in the well house also went out, so the water pump cracked. It's now completely useless, and cost quite a bit to replace.
I had to move *EVERYTHING IN THE FUCKING HOUSE* and clean the floors, replace the pipes, refinish the bedroom floor (wood floor), wash out everything, and replace the hot water tank.

Then I had to empty the damaged boxes... and found FUCKING mouse shit on damn near everything! Not to mention a fucking nest in my *COMPUTER TOWER* Seeds, toilet paper, more mouse shit. I hate mice. I'm so glad my laptop is what I do most of my work on. I had to wash and sanitize almost everything I had there, along with cleaning and repairing my computer. I suppose I should be great full that the computer wasn't damaged too badly, and that the only thing that got chewed was toilet paper.

Found and filled the hole that gave the the mice a way in, placed lots of traps, and damn near pulled out my hair in frustration when I found a leak in the roof.
I fixed that, finished cleaning and got the hell out of there.
Two weeks... TWO FUCKING WEEKS....

People wonder why i abhor moving, THIS is why. And I'm not done yet.
I still have to move furniture, have a phone and internet set up, finish changing all the addresses on my ids and things, set up the barn and garage, add electrical power to the chicken coop and sell this house. Ugg, almost forgot about painting the walls in the new place.

I am so fucking exhausted right now.
At least I get a bit of a break now that I'm back in the city for a bit. I might actually get a chance to do some art or writing this week if I'm lucky. Now that I have this off my chest I might be able to get something done.

Me? Crazy? Better belive it... -_-'

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 02:13:49 GMT

An open letter to the characters in my head space, nagging at me.
Aka Crazy slowly going am I.... Or My imaginary friends think I have mental problems....

Dear Sideswipe and Sunstreaker:
No. Just no. I will not write more of the toaster bunny.
Keep nagging and I will find a way to turn you into can openers, toasters are too good for you.
Oh and Sunstreaker, stop bothering Ratchet. I'll take away the good wax if you don't.

Dear Ratchet:
Look, I'm sorry for turning you and Wheeljack into toasters. Let it go already. I made Prowl, Jazz and Starscream into toasters too.
It's not like I'm picking on you, and stop looking at me like that, I'll sleep later. I have work to do.
No guilt trips either, I promise to try and get some sleep tonight.

Dear Jazz:
Thanks for finding the humor in the toaster bit, and for keeping Prowl from fritzing out.
I owe you one. Only please, please, please no epic fics please. I'm not cazcatharsis, can't write anything that good and that long without it degenerating into an epic mess.

Dear Prowl:
Um sorry... I didn't mean to nearly blow your logic processors.
I'll try not to do it again. Please forgive me?

Dear Wheeljack:
Only you 'Jack only you.... You are one of a kind.
Glad you found the toaster thing interesting, but please for what little bit of sanity I have left, don't try and recreate it. I'm begging you, Please no.

Dear Starscream:
Don't you dare, just don't.
Stay away from me, or I'll do worse than turn you into a toaster.
I mean it.

Dear Skyfire:
I really appreciate this. Both for helping me keep away from Starscream and for helping keep somewhat sane... I know it's a loosing battle anyways, but thanks for trying.
I know you really want me to write that fic for you. I know I've been putting it off, but I have no idea where to even begin. I promise I'll try to at least start it soon.

*Groans and puts head in hands* And people wonder why I think I'm crazy.
Yeah... needs more sleep... and possibly a psychiatrist.

Dreams.. Aka WTFH?

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 02:32:20 GMT

My dreams are beyond strange.

What the BLOODY FUCKING HELL is wrong with my head? I don't watch CSI, I never have.... So WHY THE F@*# AM I DREAMING ABOUT IT ? This has to be the weirdest shit I have ever dreamed about.

I actually had to go look up half the stuff to figure out what I had been dreaming about. People included,I only recognized one person (from a commercial I saw),when I woke up but a lot of the list of people in my dream came from the show. So where the hell did I pull the cast from?

Then it seemed to merge with some kind of Hell Boy/X-files/Buffy type mess.... Got to see someone on a morgue table who had their face shattered and brain pulled out through the mouth.... all the gory details.. and guess who got to do the autopsy.... Blearg....

.....Then I got to see someone get gutted in front of me by a weird creature with five foot blades for hands, with scales and covered in some sort of oozing mucus like fluid. Then it starts coming after me... just as I woke up.

Listen Subconscious... lets not do this again... Please?

Wonder what I did to get a dream like this, and why was I somewhat lucid? Not aware it was a dream, but in control of my actions and aware enough able to feel stuff. Thats Just freaky. Scared the Shit outta me when I woke up.

It would most likely make one heck of a freaky fanfic, If I had any type of urge to write it but I don't.

I'd like to go back to dreams about flying, wandering through forests and having wings now pleasekthanks.

Sigh.. Toasters again...

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 17:11:00 GMT

...No comment...

Starscream Toaster

Images of some of my clay work

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 19:40:06 GMT

Just some of my clay stuff. A toaster bunny, jewelery, and chibi Ratchet.

The Rose is sitting on a dime.

My scribbles...

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 19:58:17 GMT

Toaster Bunny... bad mouse drawing in paint... Next to be made out of clay...

I need a life, more Transformers toasters

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 02:43:32 GMT

Mostly finished Jazz, still needs some clean up work. Added quarter for scale to pictures.
This post is picture heavy.

And because I can -_-'
Also known as "When I get bored..."

I should know better....

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 23:30:20 GMT

Well I was looking for transformers fics and happend to find This This and This By ante_luce and got bit by the bug, so I had to make this.

And I started on Jazz yet too... oy.

Hey all

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 22:04:19 GMT

Well I now have a Live Journal after much pestering by my friends, you know who you are...

Don't expect too much out of this. Most of this will be filled with random junk and odd bits and pieces of art. There will also be long periods without updates and stuff, I get lazy and have little internet time.

Chris
P.s. Yes I am female, no it's not my full name.