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Triple shifts SUCK. That is all.....

Well I'm trying to get enough money together for the down payment on a 2005 Pontaic Sunfire SL. I would rather get the 2009 Solstace thats sitting in the showroom.... Yea I wish.... not at that price. Getting just slightly above minimum wage sucks.

.........It's official. I'm crazy.... I'm actually going to paint the car like G1 Jazz.....

Nekkid Holo!Jazz for Caz.
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I fail at shading....

When I get bored... need I say more?

Moving sucks. No let me rephrase that.( Cut for rant.... and swearing )

People wonder why i abhor moving, THIS is why. And I'm not done yet.
I still have to move furniture, have a phone and internet set up, finish changing all the addresses on my ids and things, set up the barn and garage, add electrical power to the chicken coop and sell this house. Ugg, almost forgot about painting the walls in the new place.

I am so fucking exhausted right now.
At least I get a bit of a break now that I'm back in the city for a bit. I might actually get a chance to do some art or writing this week if I'm lucky. Now that I have this off my chest I might be able to get something done.

An open letter to the characters in my head space, nagging at me.
Aka Crazy slowly going am I.... Or My imaginary friends think I have mental problems....

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*Groans and puts head in hands* And people wonder why I think I'm crazy.
Yeah... needs more sleep... and possibly a psychiatrist.

My dreams are beyond strange.
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Listen Subconscious... lets not do this again... Please?

Wonder what I did to get a dream like this, and why was I somewhat lucid? Not aware it was a dream, but in control of my actions and aware enough able to feel stuff. Thats Just freaky. Scared the Shit outta me when I woke up.

It would most likely make one heck of a freaky fanfic, If I had any type of urge to write it but I don't.

I'd like to go back to dreams about flying, wandering through forests and having wings now pleasekthanks.

...No comment...


Starscream Toaster

Just some of my clay stuff.  A toaster bunny, jewelery, and chibi Ratchet.
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Toaster Bunny... bad mouse drawing in paint... Next to be made out of clay...

Mostly finished Jazz, still needs some clean up work. Added quarter for scale to pictures.
This post is picture heavy.

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( And because I can -_-'  )

Well I was looking for transformers fics and happend to find This This and This By ante_luce and got bit by the bug, so I had to make this.
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And I started on Jazz yet too... oy.

Well I now have a Live Journal after much pestering by my friends, you know who you are...

Don't expect too much out of this. Most of this will be filled with random junk and odd bits and pieces of art. There will also be long periods without updates and stuff, I get lazy and have little internet time.

Chris
P.s. Yes I am female, no it's not my full name.